This weeks topic is about injuries, and how they can derail your plans.
It is topical for me, and that is why I chose it... See I was out for a light jog. Just a quick 3 miler to blow the stink off after my 10 miler the day before. I was feeling good and then all of a sudden I was on my face sliding forward on path, into poop. Yup, I fell face first into shit. I can not begin to tell you how awesome that felt.
But the insult to the injury is that now it looks like I can not do the 10 mile race at the end of the month. I have been training for quite some time do be able to do this. I have run up hills and down hills for 8 miles. I have run in the heat. I have run when I thought I might puke. I have run in the cold where I thought my toes might freeze off. I have run with pneumonia. Now my ankle is going to sideline me?
I kills me to not be able to do this, but the reality is that I can not run 10 miles with the kind of pain my ankle produces with every step. My Dr. said I could do it. That even if it was broken (he thinks it might be) the worst that would happen is that I would break it more and have to have it casted. If it was sprained as long as I didn't roll my ankle I would be fine. The only thing he said, was if it hurts a lot, don't run on it. What he didn't say is that if it is injured enough to make me not be able to run the race, it will be because I can't stand the pain.
After running 4 miles, I couldn't stand the pain. There was no way in the world I would be able to run 10 miles. The Dr. was right. This injury would tell me what to do.
Now I have to deal with the sadness of not being able to do it. It isn't cuz I can't run the 10 miles it is because my injury won't allow me. But, I want to prove to myself and the world, I can run 10 miles. Now I can't. I am letting my running partner down. I am letting myself down. I am disappointed.
Yes, there will be other races. Yes, my running partner is cool about it and is already planning my return to 10 miles training schedule. Yes, I will eventually run the 10. For now, I am going to curl up in a ball and whimper a little, while I curse my bad luck.
Want to see what the other ladies have to say? Check them out at: Froggie, Momarock, and Merrylandgirl
It is topical for me, and that is why I chose it... See I was out for a light jog. Just a quick 3 miler to blow the stink off after my 10 miler the day before. I was feeling good and then all of a sudden I was on my face sliding forward on path, into poop. Yup, I fell face first into shit. I can not begin to tell you how awesome that felt.
But the insult to the injury is that now it looks like I can not do the 10 mile race at the end of the month. I have been training for quite some time do be able to do this. I have run up hills and down hills for 8 miles. I have run in the heat. I have run when I thought I might puke. I have run in the cold where I thought my toes might freeze off. I have run with pneumonia. Now my ankle is going to sideline me?
I kills me to not be able to do this, but the reality is that I can not run 10 miles with the kind of pain my ankle produces with every step. My Dr. said I could do it. That even if it was broken (he thinks it might be) the worst that would happen is that I would break it more and have to have it casted. If it was sprained as long as I didn't roll my ankle I would be fine. The only thing he said, was if it hurts a lot, don't run on it. What he didn't say is that if it is injured enough to make me not be able to run the race, it will be because I can't stand the pain.
After running 4 miles, I couldn't stand the pain. There was no way in the world I would be able to run 10 miles. The Dr. was right. This injury would tell me what to do.
Now I have to deal with the sadness of not being able to do it. It isn't cuz I can't run the 10 miles it is because my injury won't allow me. But, I want to prove to myself and the world, I can run 10 miles. Now I can't. I am letting my running partner down. I am letting myself down. I am disappointed.
Yes, there will be other races. Yes, my running partner is cool about it and is already planning my return to 10 miles training schedule. Yes, I will eventually run the 10. For now, I am going to curl up in a ball and whimper a little, while I curse my bad luck.
Want to see what the other ladies have to say? Check them out at: Froggie, Momarock, and Merrylandgirl