My in-laws left. The house is back to it's original state, just a stiff wind from crumbling under the clutter. All 3 kids are at school. Bob is out doing what ever it is he does during the day. I am home, in the peace and quiet.
The problem is that there is not one but two cakes in this house. One vanilla with chocolate fudge frosting and the other apple spice with cream cheese frosting. There is also fresh basil/cheese bread. So many yummy left overs that seem to be screaming my name. Come just have one piece.
We all know how that story ends, one piece turns into no more cake or bread in the house. I am hosting our neighborhood luncheon today, so the people coming will enjoy the cake and bread. Hopefully take it out of my house so I can sit here and enjoy the peace, without needing a piece.
I also have no intention of cleaning up for these people. Nope. Let the dog hair bunnies answer the doors and chase the kids around. I am pooped!
Showing posts with label silence. Show all posts
Showing posts with label silence. Show all posts
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
Silence
Silence is golden, so it is said. When all three kids are screaming at me, at each other and generally making a fuss, I dream about silence. I actually leave the house and spend weekends away from them, basking in the cool glow of silence. Until recently, I would have rhapsodized about silence. It's milky whiteness, the way it softly and warmly embraces you and steals away all the anxiety.
Certainly there are some folks that equate silence with loneliness. Being alone with their thoughts is too horrible for many to contemplate. They leave the tv or radio on, so that there is noise and company. I am not one of them. I can understand where they live, as until I had children, I lived there too. Now, I am firmly not in that camp anymore.
Last year, I asked to use the bathroom, while pooping, by myself. I wanted to poop in peace, for a whole week. I really didn't think that this was an outlandish period of time, and it was all I wanted for my birthday. The kids could not deliver on this wish.
As of Wednesday, I have had both boys in school for 6 hours a day. My house is so quiet, it is eerie. It is like no one is home. To go from the racous, ear blasting noise of the summer to total silence is almost deafening. I am not alone. Hannah is here with me. She still has her various needs and wants that have to be tended to, but for the most part she plays happily by herself in the play room.
I have the entire expanse of the day to do what I want to do, for the most part. It is like a taste of when they will all be in school all day long. What will I do with myself? Hannah is a willing participant in most activities, if I want to go out to lunch with the ladies, shopping, out for coffee, Hannah is game. She is very well behaved and will sit and color or look at her ponies for a long enough period of time that I really can take her anywhere. It will be an interesting year, as I decide what to do with my new found freedom.
Certainly there are some folks that equate silence with loneliness. Being alone with their thoughts is too horrible for many to contemplate. They leave the tv or radio on, so that there is noise and company. I am not one of them. I can understand where they live, as until I had children, I lived there too. Now, I am firmly not in that camp anymore.
Last year, I asked to use the bathroom, while pooping, by myself. I wanted to poop in peace, for a whole week. I really didn't think that this was an outlandish period of time, and it was all I wanted for my birthday. The kids could not deliver on this wish.
As of Wednesday, I have had both boys in school for 6 hours a day. My house is so quiet, it is eerie. It is like no one is home. To go from the racous, ear blasting noise of the summer to total silence is almost deafening. I am not alone. Hannah is here with me. She still has her various needs and wants that have to be tended to, but for the most part she plays happily by herself in the play room.
I have the entire expanse of the day to do what I want to do, for the most part. It is like a taste of when they will all be in school all day long. What will I do with myself? Hannah is a willing participant in most activities, if I want to go out to lunch with the ladies, shopping, out for coffee, Hannah is game. She is very well behaved and will sit and color or look at her ponies for a long enough period of time that I really can take her anywhere. It will be an interesting year, as I decide what to do with my new found freedom.
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